Only a few days left of the term and I feel like I can hardly make it. The hours I’m keeping aren’t helping, so I’m tired as anything… but the energy level and enthusiasm is hardly there either.
There’s just too much not happening, too many things not happening how I’d like them, and too many thing that I just don’t know how they’re going to happen. It’s not a good way to work, and in some ways it just seems nihilistic…
Meanwhile, I seem to be committing to some long term training to stay in this workplace even longer, and who knows what kind of idea that is? More on that one tomorrow.
And when I reach the finish line I’ll probably spend the whole break trying to cram fiction into all of my spare time!